WonderfullyBroken

Our time together was that of a fever dream Everything was suddenly in technicolor Masked in an ethereal glow. I didn't (don't) want to wake up It all felt unreal to me And yet it made perfect sense Spiderchildren walking on the ceiling Your hand in mine The scent of your skin-exactly the way I remember from a thousand years ago You were always my stardust Born from the same galaxy as I I'd travel all of earth and space And never find the same with another (Believe me-I've tried) Even as the years change us Our corners and edges always seem to fit. I feel the most me when I'm with you.

Its 10:02, and I'm sitting here, wrapped in a sweatshirt, sipping coffee. Trying to find some heat to put back into my chilled heart. It isn't always the cold of this lonely house that makes me freeze, that sends shivers straight through my bones, no, missing you does that too. I cant find the words I need to say to you. The only thing I can find in my head is a chorus of  imissyou,imissyou,imissyou.

life is a funny thing, its never what's expected and always full of new surprises. the road you have always believed you were on can lead you to somewhere you never thought could have existed. "Life is what you make it" and that's true. believe in the impossible, and never let anyone tell you that you cant do something. set your mind to it. set your heart to it. and you'll make it through. believe in what you love, because if something is meant to be- nothing can stop it. Never forget the people you care about. Love too much. Laugh too often. Take chances Because if you hold yourself back, you'll never know what you can d

im the type of girl who cant keep her own secrets. I stumble through life pretending that its all okay, When sometimes that's the farthest from the truth. Ill lead you into the disaster zone, And even though I'll try, I wont be fast enough to save you. I'll write the lies across your wrist in permanent marker, And I'll swear to you that its all true. Ill spend my life trying to make you happy, But trust me when I say that the right words always come out wrong. I'll never tell you what you need to hear, And I wont have a response when you want one the most. I'll annoy you at the worst possible times. And ill keep you up all night

Day one: There's a rock that replaced the spot where my heart used to be. Its heavy, and I don't exactly know what to do with myself right now. Breathing is hard, and I finally understand how clichéd heartbroken teenage girls can refuse to leave their rooms at times like this. I cant sleep, but I want to fall into my bed and stay there for a few days or maybe weeks. I cant decide whether to remove all signs of you. The pictures you drew, my ringtones, all the music I listen to… it all reminds me of you. And I don't know if I want that right now. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

If we try hard enough, maybe we can forget everything that's happened. Theres no use for these facts anyway, right? If the world were to change into something resembling normal, it would all be a lie. Nothing is normal, nor will it ever be again. There are days that the world seems to have completely stopped; days when it wont slow down. There are times that I talk, just to hear myself, days I scream just to see whos listening. There are days that im silent, just to see if anyone will notice. Nothing makes sense anymore. Emotions running wild, static overtaking my brain. Things I don't want to think about pestering my sanity. I dreamt

Maybe I just signed my soul over to the devil. But it comes complete with smiles and moths. This is something I swore against, That I completely denied a chance of. Then again: If it doesn't work out, nothing to lose. If it does, happiness to gain. No one knows what the future holds, And maybe, just maybe, This could be a good decision. I know that my stomach has been in my throat all night, The feeling you get right before you drop from the highest point of a roller coaster. I know that I havent been able to eat, And that my hands havent stopped shaking. Maybe this is a good sign. Maybe it means that I'll be too distracted t

As the nights grow longer and the weather grows colder, Im still thinking of you. You're on my mind again, And nothing can distract me enough. Ive learned to take each day as it comes, And that worrying about the future wont change anything. Ive realized that you love me now. And when I really stop to think about it, that's all that matters at the moment. Ive figured out not to question things that you don't have the answers to, Because, like you've told me, you cant predict the future. I now know that the past doesn't matter. shouldn't matter, And that if we can, its best to forget about it and move on. Ive learned that I need t

If only words could express what you mean to me. You're my everything. I don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much that it hurts. I wish I could explain to you exactly how I feel. But there aren't enough words in the world. I wish I could make you understand exactly how in love with you I am. At the risk of being completely cliché, Darling, you make my heart bear faster, You make me weak at the knees, Make my mind go blank. You drive me so insane, love. But in the most wonderful ways. I'll love you until the end of eternity, Until the world collapses around us, Until our figure-eight  shatters. (but even then